玉虫色じゃ。

It's iridescent.

My 19-year-old son bought a new computer, so I inherited his old keyboard.
It's one of those keyboards that young people who play online games use, with lights that glow in seven different colors ✨ (laughs).
I'm working with my facial wrinkles illuminated from below in seven colors. Tee-hee.
An iridescent keyboard. Not an iridescent shrine, but an iridescent device.
It feels like it might bring good luck and make me younger, but there's no such effect.

I realized I'm also wearing hand-me-down clothes from my child, a sweatshirt.
Well, it's not really a hand-me-down; I bought it, but he wouldn't wear it. (Common with clothes chosen by mothers)
It's green and says "CALIFORNIA WEST COAST."
I wonder if these things aren't popular with young people anymore... (sighs, feeling old).

Instead of worrying about the distant future, let's live by focusing firmly on the present.
People who can feel happiness even in difficult circumstances can live happily. That's the strongest way.
You have to meet the people you want to see, because you never know when life will end.
I heard words like these from three different people in one day.
We weren't really having any particularly serious conversations; these were just words that casually slipped out of each person's mouth.
What a day of rich words.
Is something going to happen to me soon?
Will I suddenly realize, "Oh, so that's what those words meant back then"?
The future is iridescent.

As for the present, I might be living as focused on it as a chicken.
But I don't forget grudges that easily.
Is this perhaps the most troublesome pattern?

My neighbor's Pomeranian, after I accidentally poked its ear when it jumped on me and hurt it, avoided me for over a week, so I was impressed that even a Pomeranian's small brain could remember something for so long.
I was deemed the dangerous old lady for a week. I'm sorry.

I quickly forget what I've done or said, but I never forget unpleasant things that were done or said to me.
Considering that.
How perfect was the slogan on the wall in elementary school:
"Don't do to others what you wouldn't want done to you."
I might have done unpleasant things in the past, and I might do them again in the future, but I'm determined to use my imagination and live by not doing to others what I wouldn't want done to me.
I think it's important to recognize that I might have treated people badly in the past, and there's a strong possibility I might do so again in the future.

To change the subject again, recently I've been hearing this way of speaking a lot: "I'm thinking that it might be..."
It's a way of speaking that makes it sound like you're able to view your own opinion from an objective perspective, or perhaps a way of phrasing things to make an opinion sound substantial even if it isn't.
It somehow makes me squirm.
Am I the only one who feels uncomfortable with this way of speaking, I'm thinking?

This is all just the rambling of someone who buys trainers that her kids reject and then wears them herself.
It means nothing. (laughs).
Everything is iridescent.

Everyone, please have a healthy and wonderful September!

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